What is for the best?
To have no expectations
Scrubbing behind your ears.
I don't know.
That I got sick, it was a critical, timely lesson on who I can rely on (spoiler: nobody)
“The best of all things is something entirely outside your grasp: not to be born, not to be, to be nothing. But the second best thing for you is to die soon.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche, The Birth of Tragedy