Sillies · 6mo
tw ed , fainting
another idea for chef t0ny: s4pn4p skipping meals and pretending to eat but throwing away the food while t0ny isn't looking. t0ny questions why s4pn4p looks so weak and small lately and s4p lies and says he's sick. @ the gym he finally faints from lack of food and t0ny panics, immediately picking him up and taking him back to his truck, laying him down in the backseat. when s4pn4p finally comes to he opens his eyes to t0ny's face red and tears practically pouring down his face. he asks what happened and t0ny is like "n1ck you passed out you fucking idiot what's going on?" and it finally breaks s4p. he heaves twice before sobbing and gripping t0nys shirt tightly, crying how people compare his looks to his streamer friends all the time and how he was tired of it and wanted to prove he can look as good as them too. t0ny just sighs and rubs s4ps back while he cries into his shoulder -🐈⬛
IM GONNA CRY
T0ny being so fast to catch it too, s4ps always looked a little Pale but he lost his color. He lost his regular energy. T0ny knew so fast and when he fainted his heart stopped, they were doing a light leg day and were mid stretching when he fell. Broke his heart even more as he told him everyrhing, the comparisons, the beinf least liked, and just hatinf himself. T0ny told him he loved his everything, hugging him tightly and even kissing his cheek or head. Telling him all the good there is to him, how his pudge is his favorite since it means hes eating t0nys love and care, his defined leg muscles since theyre so hot, his arms since theyhug him so nicely. S4p sobbing even harder with every confession. T0ny holds s4ps hand so gently, with a sad smile he kisses him on the lips and promises to help him love himself again. So he appears on stream more, he cooks his comfort meals and eats with him, delivers his vitamims, reminds him to drink and eat even if it means on stream, then everyday they'll do affirmations. Mostly t0ny showering s4p in loving words amd appreciation in front of a mirror before s4p gets too shy and crashes into t0ny then showering him in kisses. They do little by little. T0ny especially loves feeding him and making sure he gets a kiss or compliment with every bite. On bad daysthey lay in bed with s4p cryinf and wishinf for a different body, to be anybody else but himseld. It ends with a shower usually or bath and t0ny going over every reason as to why s4p is perfect as he is. Theyre gettinf rarer but they happen. A good sign is when s4p starts to cook with t0ny again and enjoy eating with him. Even stealing food from his plate as pretending it walked away or something. Hearinf those giggles come back was everything to t0ny. And slowly they got better 🫶🫶 i love rhme so bad thank u
