i recently watched ‘coherence’! it’s quite confusing but if you like high tension kind, you may consider that.

thank you for surviving october.. for making amends with yourself and choose a new path of happiness.

i think i do.. i had this cute crush back in elementary school. kind of silly, but still! that counts, right?

this is so sweet.. ; __ ; thank you, dearest. i hope it will go well for your future endeavors. please be healthy so you may do every single thing in your bucket list this year ♥

hemlo to the sweetest!!!! it’s already the fourth and now i’m super scared. i mean, i can’t believe we only have a few months left for 2023. there's a lot of things i want to do and yet i am not able to achieve, still. i have not been in a good condition (mentally) but i am grateful that my body is still coping up with all the stress. i hope you will remain healthy as well, love. semoga bulan agustus jadi bulan yang menyenangkan untuk jojo <3

aku belum banyak nonton filmnya ayang, maaf.. bukan film tapi ini series di netflix, judulnya ‘flea bag’!

there are times when i think i am not worthy.. but, thankfully, it never gets to me. i don’t let the thought linger more than necessary. by that alone, i want to say that i’m proud of myself for putting things i prioritize first before my insecurities. even though it keeps getting harder as i grow older, i want to at least remind myself that i am okay, at the moment. and hopefully i will continue to be.

i will do the things that boost my confidence. or, things that can calm the storm in my mind. for the former i do something i enjoy to do.. like my hobby? i like making cute edits and usually i will find the inspirations first or make a sketch first from what i have in my mind, then start putting the things together (i can not simply do it without collecting the ideas). for the latter, i read. i ask around to friends whom i know love reading books, and i will take their suggestion into account. reading calms my mind the most. and while i learn something new out of it, it helps me gain confidence.

mauuuu! yang belum kita berdua tonton apa ya abang..?

sza – nobody gets me 😿

when i don’t have to explain myself but am still understood, when comfort is also defined by respect and boundaries. it isn’t just about how i feel butterflies in my stomach because there will always be a space for hesitance hence reassurance is everything to me.

masih lama dd :c

sarcastic, hostile, simp, nerd, genshin addict, recently turning into an emo (i guess), would judge you for something silly that you do /j. but he would, if you don’t know a certain “old” reference. have his ways with words and show affection to his friends by being mean. would teach you about something you don’t understand, and could be very patient and keen on it. would explain about a reference you don’t know and make it sound interesting you want to try it for yourself. speaks good english! have high level of comprehension unlike some people (me).

joyi!! kakak lagi suka nonton dr. cha. itu lumayan lucu dan light, aku suka nonton waktu gabut hehe.

i want to run away every single time. i don’t know about getting out of my body though.. it sounds creepy 😹