this is from a month ago im so sorry im slowly replying to my asks here😭 but yeah basically 🌸🤒 xl was having a crisis because he simply doesn’t know how to be mad at hc yk? it’s freaking him out, like he’s experiencing a lot of emotions coming from all angles and it’s too much for him at times. i wish i could say more but i would be spoiling something that’s gonna happen next chapter so! that’s gonna be insightful me thinks :P