Hello! Just came here to wish you a happy day! It's me, the one with puppy!Soogyuukai idea. And i did it again: i wrote a whole idea with more than 2,5 k words for just an IDEA without proper scenes T.T

Why i am like this? If i were to wrote this idea, it would be a huge fic and i barely can write a oneshort T.T

The idea this time is a yeonkai will send you a tiny bit, ok?

Yeonjun is everything a guy wants to be: tall, smart, talented, gorgeous, all the boys and girls want to be with him or be him. Yeonjun knows it so he is really confident in himself and always tries really hard. Yeonjun loves to flirt around and has quite a reputation of someone "easy" and that won't last in a relationship from highschool till uni.

What nobody knows is that Yeonjun has a crush. Actually more than a crush because Yeonjun loved Huening Kai way before puberty hit the boy.

See, they grew up together. Yeonjun was 12 and Kai was 10 when they met for the first time and Yeonjun was quite enamored since then, even though he just understood what he felt at his 13 bc pop a boner thinking about his friend was that mind awakening.

But he never tried to date Kai. He wanted to, but he couldn't. Kai was quite traumatized with his parents divorce and was not ready at all even to kiss for years. But Kai also loved love stories and kind of liked to play cupid for Yeonjun. So Yeonjun figured that he would collect all information about dates he could so then he would be perfect for Kai later.

That's what made Yeonjun get super popular while Kai was the kid many liked to bully because he was not fully korean and he was shy, still liked plushies and were too soft. People never understood why Yeonjun and Kai were friends and at some point people just wanted to come to Kai to get a bit of Yeonjun, so Kai talked to Yeonjun that they should not be that close anymore at school, which made Yeonjun very sad but what would Kai ask and Yeonjun wouldn't give?

High School was a bad phase for their friendship with Yeonjun being super popular and Kai being invisible. They were still friends because Yeonjun always made time for Kai, not much at school but well they were not that far apart. And here comes the second major problem for Yeonjun: the younger sees him as a brother and it hurts Yeonjun, but it's better than being out of Kai's life, right? Yeonjun must have what he can.

Eventually, Yeonjun graduated and went to uni. At high school, Kai became friends with Taehyun, a buff boy who would punch away each mean boy who tried to hurt Kai. It was Yeonjun’s first year at uni and to his horror, Kai and Taehyun began to date. If Kai was happy, so Yeonjun was happy right?
The night he found out Kai had someone, Yeonjun got drunk for the first time and danced at the pole dance. That night became a legend at Yeonjun's uni and he became even more popular.

Don’t get Yeonjun wrong: he tried to forget Kai many times. He dated a boy named Wooyong and as much Yeonjun liked Wooyong, the moment he came back home and met Kai the feelings came back. At that time, Kai and Taehyun, Yeonjun and Wooyong went into a double date and instead of paying attention to his boyfriend, Yeonjun just fell again for the same boy. Kai was funny and respected all Taehyun’s wishes and boundaries making the buff and scariest boy into a tiny and soft cat, they didn’t kiss in front of Yeonjun, just held hands and Kai’s eyes shined so prettily that he felt so jealous it hurt.

Obviously, he broke up with Wooyong but they were still friends. Wooyoung always knew Yeonjun’s heart was somewhere else, it was always at Kai’s hands, which was pretty sad.

That’s how everything ended for Yeonjun’s first year at uni. As soon as he went back to uni, he got a new roommate, a tall boy named Soobin. Even being very, VERY different, they become friends. Soobin was soft and silly, but a really funny guy to live with and even party with. It was the first time Yeonjun thought he could overcome his feelings for Kai even if a tiny part of himself knew that he was falling for Soobin because Soobin was very alike Kai in many ways but that’s a bad way to overcome your feelings, right?

So Yeonjun kind of tried to date Soobin but Soobin was oblivious and fate loved to tease Yeonjun because after two months Soobin hooked up with Lea Huening, Kai’s sister and they became a couple.That night Yeonjun drunk so much that he had a menage but didn’t remember anything and he kind of wanted to remember bc there was a damn pineapple sitting in a chair in front of the bed. Yeonjun related so much to Ted Molsby that he feels offended.

Kai laughed a lot about the pineapple but lectured Yeonjun for an hour about safe sex. And so did Soobin. Even Taehyun judged him. So Yeonjun figured out that he should try to date again, right? That’s when he began to date a boy named San. They decide to have an open relationship and it was kind of “lets be friends and fuck around” for Yeonjun, but not to San.

Kai broke up with Taehyun almost a week later even tho he and Taehyun were still friends. Yeonjun hated how that made him happy. It was easier to become friends with Taehyun now and Kai was closer now than before so Yeonjun was so happy that he felt bad. It's a secret he kept to himself and his diary because yes: Yeonjun wrote everything about Kai in a diary where he would write poems and songs. That’s why he was majoring at music production and dance.