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Nameless Grub asked 24 days ago
longtime lurker. you made me laugh on twitter (resonantly, happily) in a time when my soul retreated from my body and nothing touched me. Serious Weakness made me vicious and hungry for life. my boyfriend could not get down with the Weakness, and is tired of me grabbing him and whisper-singing "wormin and grubbin" while he struggles against the pin, but i am not tired of it and will not stop. thank you for sending these blessings out through the wires.
thank you 💜 feeling when nothing feels is always a relief. glad it could bring your appetite back. be good to your boyfriend, in whatever way that means to him
Nameless Grub asked 24 days ago
serious weakness is astounding shit, got right under my skin and is gonna stay there for a while. you've corycepsed the english language or something. i don't think a novel has ever made me lose sleep before this. i was inhabiting trianon throughout, fellow limp autistic artfag who contorts themselves to be normative and presentable and hold down a job despite feeling like an imposter loser past the event horizon of weird n fucked (or always already in the black hole) who can’t keep themselves together for too long without needing serious assistance. fucked up gay maso/sub feelings struck through with vertiginous terror. thank you
he's the everytrianon of our generation. thank you for this receipt of damage, and for losing sleep! here's to many years of gay terror 💜🤕
Nameless Grub asked 11 days ago
Ur stuff is an inspiration Charity. thanks for giving me hopefuel. I started making stuff on my own recently n doing moneys. I’m using Twitter but this place is kinda dying lol but I also like it it’s fun here like a rotting ship. I will never leave. Have a good day 🌻~
Good job doing moneys. Yeah the surface digiverse is super gentrified but it's where the audience is, gotta ride til it breaks. Have a good day to you too pal! 🌵
Nameless Grub asked 16 days ago
Hello! I am a representative of a small group at the University of California: Santa Barbara. We are doing a research project on the work of yours titled “All Your Time Tossed Selves”. We were wondering about the design process behind this specific piece of art. How did you come up with this? What was your thought process behind it? How did you choose Google Forms as a platform? Any information you can/are willing to give us is welcome. What does |||||||||||||||()||||||||||||||| mean? Thank you for your time.
i just did it
Nameless Grub asked 19 days ago
what are hobbies that interest you but you haven't gotten a chance to try out?
i always wanted more time for music and drawing. but most of my artist friends do those exact things, so it's easier to finish a project by joining my writing/design/code skills to theirs. music is an obsession for me, there's def an alternate history where i made a shitload of albums on the same level as my fiction/game work. but time is a limited currency, so i dabble on the side and mostly just share with friends. thanks for asking!
Nameless Grub asked 14 days ago
online suggests there are such things as “empaths” and “narcissists” doing eternal spiritual battle. what do you think?
there are people who feel too much and get used, there are people who are selfish black holes, but if someone only sees things in terms of attacker/victim, it's harder to grow as a person, to understand that most relationships are messy entanglements that don't neatly fit into either box, and to know the inherent patheticness and fragility of all humans
Nameless Grub asked 11 days ago
I saw you Xenosaga posting earlier. Thoughts on Xenosaga????????? Albedo did nothing wrong
i never played it but I have the amazing power to scavenge like a disgusting fly and find the emotional shards trapped inside 1000 hours of jrpg hell and zero in on the hottest dynamics. Albedo is amazing. I love his sense of interior design. I love his scene as a kid where he fucking shoots himself and then is traumatized by the fact that his friends can't regenerate too and he'll be alone when they die. Which sets him up to apparently grow up to be an insanely predatory adult who hunts his childhood friend who is still a young adult. I don't know much about this "xenosaga" but it seems to me to be "xeno SO GAY"
RUBY-DOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Nameless Grub asked 12 days ago
Do you have a newsletter or the like? What's the best way to keep up with your work? Twitter, your blog, Insta, etc.? (Love your stuff, sorry if this question is redundant)
Nameless Grub asked 22 days ago
fucking BASED legend of the 10 elemental masters enjoyer
With 467% magical accuracy, missing is extremely unlikely. I need to go to Hawaii though. 💜🔥❄🌊⚡🔄🗻🌬✨🌑🧪
Nameless Grub asked 24 days ago
what anime should i watch today?
dorohedoro and golden boy
Nameless Grub asked about 2 months ago
i dunno how to phrase this exactly, but you're a huge gender inspiration to me. i used to feel pretty hopeless about my transness because i'm no good at traditional femininity, so encountering you & your work & an approach to transfemininity that's more about playing with gender and enjoying being a weird lil guy (female) rather than super rigidly being a conventional capital-W ""Woman"" was a revelation for me. (obviously i don't actually know you, so i'm really sorry if this is a total misread of your identity or comes off as backhanded or w/e. i mean it in the most admiring way possible <3
Yeah that kind of gender nationalism is joyless and neurotic and impossible, a sport for people without personality. the only point is having fun and fetishizing shit. because that's all the opposition is doing: fetishizing identity without the decency to derive a shred of warmth or comfort from it.
I don't id with "transfemininity" or anything, I'm a chimera morph of every gender and animal. No genders, only verbs. The only unifying characteristic is the inherent patheticness of all life. Everything else is propaganda.
But yeah, we're talking about the same thing in our own ways. It's nice to be seen and nice to know you got that from my stuff <3 I love that every varietal of guy or girl or w/e has seen themselves in my work at some point, I feel deep connection to all of them. I love scintillating off those facets, or holding hands where the meat splits.
Nameless Grub asked 28 days ago
my girlfriend keeps sending me your work since i told her i would let her do anything to me, i wonder what she means by this
stay safe lmao
Nameless Grub asked about 1 month ago
I don’t know you, but your work is beautiful and I sincerely hope that you are doing ok. You deserve love from life.
💜 i am okay. there are hard times sometimes but people are good to me. and i'm happy with what i make. thank you for the wish 🐛🦇🦟
Nameless Grub asked 3 months ago
Do you ever get hate on your work? Or criticism? I'm just curious cuz I've only seen people say positive stuff abt your work. What do you think about the way people react to your work (in positive or negative sense)? Sorry if this is kind of vague, I can't think of a better way to put it into words.
it is weird, people are very nice about my work!
i've gotten a lot of bad messages mostly early in my career, but even the people who wanted to kill me seemed to struggle to find something bad to say about the work itself, which is nice.
and i have so many stories, there's something for everyone. fun for the whole family…
i also imagine people don't want to criticize niche work because it's more vulnerable or because you can take or leave it. it's clearly for 4D sickos. like a dog...it shits everywhere and bites but this is its nature...and this is mine
Nameless Grub asked about 2 months ago
yo! i appreciate how you don't address where oenone is during radiant muscles. i think it's neat to leave some things unanswered. cheers!
spoilers
mmhm...there were a few intriguing angles I could have taken but I wanted to keep the focus on the main characters. it's important to let the reader dream. glad you enjoyed, thank you!