Nameless Grub · 11mo

your talk about building things out of trash, building the absolute minimum for what you're capable of as a human on your best days & all of Hot Allostatic Load (which i've probably read through 10 times in different points in my life) has had even more application to my life recently. since i got covid it's become even harder than it ever was to do anything creative, and it was already difficult to begin with!! my life has felt like a constant repeat of the pattern 'damn, i can't do anything' > 'whoa, i feel even less capable of doing things now, wish i would've done things before'

sorry to hear that, it's so frustrating to be trapped in that swamp. i hope you can find things that fit the current body, and not push yourself too hard. good luck 💜

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