anon · 18d
he was the one who made me the happiest, however it seems like we are both too bad for each other ; i've destroyed and betrayed myself for him, while simultaneously hurting him. I often feel like my efforts were unappreciated but all my mistakes were thrown in my face, I guess love really makes you stupid because I still have hope for us.
On a more positive note, finding your account felt like being on the highest point of a mountain and admiring the landscape below you, I love it very much :)
First of all it must be so awful to understand that someone you care for deeply just isn’t meant for you. I hope you know you are not stupid for giving love so blindly even if it was not appreciated. never feel foolish for that. having hope still is normal, but my advice is to not let the past get in the way of the future or the present; you are wonderful and you will find someone who will make you happy without having to look behind your shoulders or sacrifice yourself for. And thank you for the compliment my dearest… I’m honoured I paint such a beautiful image in your heart 🫂
