Long winded but much shortened version.
Not anymore
I don't know, makes me wonder if I've tried my absolute best that I could have before passing.
Lack of enjoyment. I find things enjoyable for a little while now, then I find myself needing more and more, to still feel enjoyment.
The means, definitely. For me anyway. I already found the end without a meaningful means to it, is practically a shell and that's all we get for it.
As humans, what's our biggest mistake?
Apparently showing emotion, I am yet to find it helpful to do so. But I guess it's part of how I talk. Otherwise I feel stifled and overthinking on what I should be saying.
How far in advance do you like agreeing to plans with friends? A month? A week? The day before?
About 1 or 2 days preferably
Why should I be wary of you? 🫣😒
I admit I have flaws, quite large ones too. Also I am perhaps not very detailed in how I describe myself, gaps.
It feels like I sacrificed my character for no reason. Well, ended up for no reason. The gaping flaw weren't as pronounced before, about 6 years ago
When is the last time you shaved/wax/plucked and how many times a month do you do it?
Shave once a month on my face.
How do you make new friends?
Dunno
How do you tell someone you don't forgive them?
That's difficult, because I eventually do
Whens the last time you broke up with a friend and why?
Because I found myself being drained and irritated most of the time talking to them. Space can be helpful there.
Possibly, but the person for certain will always be there through everything, ups, downs, the good times, the bad times and every single thought, feeling and experience I've ever had, is me. Doesn't mean I won't try, and I can enjoy people's company, but at this point I'm okay alone as well. Even though people can make up a large part of who I am, I'm solitary in my path as well.
In childhood, that person turned out to be my best friend, which I'm recently reconnecting with
Do you sometimes feel discriminated?
I used to, but my own behaviour instigated it as well. How we react to it matters but that's difficult when we feel flat on our arse, without a perceivable way forward
that's good