Still average even by my own merits

Im not.

I've never pooped once in my life

I can turn anything sexual and dirty😁

I know that my character isn't above failures, especially that I know I'm an aristocratic character at heart is a problem. When u are more normal in that regard it must be more easy to not act like a fucked up aristocat. But since I have that problem I must be a bit experienced to fight the bad results of my natural treats. I'm lucky that I totally lack ambition getting powerful or influential. I would be a shitty dictator.

In my way to commit, I guess

As opposed to bad ways in which I'm better than the average person? :p`

I am not sure if the average person would end suffering if he/she could like a god. I would.