My freed spirit died knowing death could be closer around the horizon. This insecurity was quantified more so for the sake of my family's well being. Small fears reflect when news stories show the grim and heartbreaking realities of those who were unfortunate under different circumstances. Let's just say for better or worse something internally changed. Change is constant. I just am not sure if the path I am going down is great or a future regret of how I could have done things differently.🌹
Probably more desilliusioned but not better or worse.
Better. I will be well rested.
I'm more cynical rn, maybe it'll wear off. If it doesn't, then I guess I'll be an eVEN BIGGER pOS. But people really out here not givin a dick about anyone or anything but themselves. Even my lefty friends who pretend to care about the same stuff I care about.
Nothing ever has changed for me in terms of going outside since the corona shit. I stayed inside most of the time and never went to anything special long before everything.
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