I've thought of this a bit. I don't have many ppl I feel this way for. But the ones I do are getting older and won't be around forever. When you're in the pit of sorrow I can see someone wishing they never met those whom they lost so they don't have to feel the hurt. Ultimately I think we're better ppl because we knew these special ppl. And if we're lucky we can pass on the love those ppl showed us. Pass it on to others and in a way they're immortal. So yes it was worth it🙂