I'd be really sad. I think on paper I've accomplished a lot but haven't spent as much time building a life that is sustainably fulfilling

No would be a waste for all the hard work and planning

I'd rather I was never born, if that answers your question. =P

I have quite a few wishes and goals I do not want to miss out if I live long enough to actually experience those. So yeah, when I'm dead I'd miss the things I never had and those I wanted to repeat.

Yeah, I mean I wonder about if I had gone down a different path, marriages and mortgages and kids piano recitals and all...but I think everything is as it should be and I can't really complain, plenty of good times had