What has it gotten worse in you or your life?
I've been becoming more and more numb my whole life, there's less and less I want to do, been sleeping more and more, and been going slowly insane for many years because of existential boredom.
I'm in full decline, but so is almost everything that I can see and touch.
I have lost a lot of muscle mass over quar tbh
Infact getting better
My personal relationships are fading, everybody's got kids and mortgages and shit and I'm gone all the time anyway
I'm having hard times to sleep cz my body is getting harder cz work.
Ive got a bit fatter
Some habits have crawled their way back into my life
Kick them out
Hmmmmm. Bleak love life.