Would you like to be a pretty 18 year old girl that does dance videos on tik tok?
No, but only because TikTok is cringe.
Of those things, the only thing that really appeals to me is being 18 again. If I can keep my self-identity, then yeah. Being young and pretty is marketable, and I could take advantage of that. If I lose my identity, then that's not really me "being" that so much as me ceasing to exist and a new being coming into existence. Being old sucks, and I'm barely halfway there.
Though there is the possibility that I would develop gender dysphoria which is a concerning prospect and that really gets into the idea of how much my neurological and hormonal makeup, as well as the interaction and disconnect between body and brain, can change and having me still be "myself" and I am now thinking entirely too much about this.
No, I don't really know what that entails because I don't have any interest in tik tok dance videos or 18-year-old girls. But I can imagine what some of it based on what I've seen from other kinds of near-children that men in their 40s stalk online.
If I was offered a different life I'd go for haggard, reclusive witch that lives in a hotel where several other silly characters reside.
I'm no dancer tbh, so better not.
I hate my life, life in general and humans but I don't deserve anything that I do not deserve be it good or bad, so no. / Ich hasse mein Leben, das Leben im Allgemeinen und Menschen doch habe ich nichts verdient was ich nicht verdient habe, sei es nun gut oder schlecht, drum nein.
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