I feel like I have missed out on things a lot. I wasted my years between 16 and 23 with being depressed instead of having fun and using my potential. That has a lot of consequences now.

Yes. It's one reason why I'm miserable/unhappy.

Out at sea

No it doesn't get lonely. We might be missing out on some things, but there's a lot of other stuff out there in the world.

Yes. Lemon drizzle cake. The coffee shop has sold out.

Yes. I have some desire for intellectual things. But my math skills prevent me from understanding it. Damn!

[08-21-19]

Yes.

Do most people feel this way though? Some people are happy and fulfilled, Though this doesn't stop people from feeling this way. I guess one could feel miserable and not feel like you're missing out on something.

I've been hearing a lot about this human joy

Nah.

yea, M O N E Y