i really think you and bea should try patching the rifts between y'all. it's gonna be a long timescale if it happens at all. but i think trying is worth it. no matter what happens, dreaming of a better world is permitted.
....i appreciate that very much.
i still love her so much, as always...we just have a lot of work to do. i believe in us though, even though we're a couple of big gay dumbasses.