Not sure what you mean by authentic life but most of the time I hide things and try not to embarrass myself when people are around. So I guess my life isn't authentic?
No shame in not presenting yourself fully, especially in a cold hard world.
:))) I'm confused and amused at the same time by what you did!
Damnit did I do an accidental freudian funny again?
Maybe! IDK! Only Freud knows!