Unlikely. I wouldn't completely rule it out but the truth is that I'd probably be far too anxious. I guess if I could message her before hand and explain I have really bad social anxiety which makes it hard for me to even talk sometimes, that would make it a little easier.

Another thing is that I don't think I could completely detach myself emotionally and that would be bad. My whole life has completely lacked romantic and sexual intimacy, and despite my rational brain knowing there's no love involved, I think the emotional part, longing to connect with someone on more than just a sexual level, is going to be unable to completely disconnect the association between sex and love. And if that happens it's going to mess with my head.