Is it? I'm not really in the loop of what people consider more ridiculous or not, to me it either makes sense logically or it lines up with my experiences and personality somewhat. Which is what I had found interesting about astrology in the past, that it seemed to have some accuracy when getting a chart done.

If people resonate with something and makes them want to live and improve, I'm all for it. Life can be very confusing without a core belief system. Some kind of foundation that can sit solid to grow from. I don't think it has to mean people can't be logical AND believe in either one of those. Whether it be gods, a higher power or astrology.

Sometimes believing in that can stabilize a person. It has for me, even though I don't understand the path I'm on. I just know I'm on a path and I'm moving forward with it. Life can be confusing enough, so can people.

Maybe some stubborn part of me just wants to reject the offer of either one. If I deserve it or want it, I'll have to put in the effort for it. Even though I say that, I've been critically low on energy before to feel like I can't do much more than get up out of bed for the day and do what's out of habit. But I have a way for energy now, now it's just pushing for the improvements and in what direction. Never give up, we may fall but never give up. Sometimes I just repeat that to myself in my head.

I think both are possible, the emotional mechanics one is just difficult to pinpoint and grow to be able to read that well. The happiness all the time one would be difficult to truly feel that way, all the time. Doesn't mean other emotions can't be underlying. Happiness being the dominant emotion with others mixed in. I do think the emotional mechanics one would be interesting though

If I see they're changing or their will to change is consistent. But before that, I gotta separate experiences I've had with each person and trust them based on their merits and who they are. When the negatives start manifesting in other relationships that's probably a sign it's not healthy at all and by that point it's no longer about one person but on how I'm affected by it, funnelling through every other relationship I have.

So really, I trust people too much and not enough. I believe in people and their experiences and that they have a right to express the way they view things through their view, if someone can't express themselves properly with a clear line of communication, there will be massive issues that will build up unless addressed.

That's the thing, the person it involves may not know how bad it is until that line of communication is gone already, then there is nothing left to do but to move on. Build up, live life, find hobbies, find a new lease on life.

I don't really like the idea of ditching someone at their worst then coming back after they're at their peak. But I do acknowledge people need someone for the good times and the bad times, that may not be the same people. I've had to swallow that. It's pointless in dedicating when we don't have anything to give to prove or improve anything, if what has already been offered is not good enough even though to ourselves it would have been treasured gold to keep it.

I'm kinda talking on both sides of it there.

Hmm, I was once full of any and negativity with nothing else left. About a year and a half ago I entered the mental health system here in Australia to recover my mental health.

I'm glad that I have my disposition of calm, it's gotten me through everything really, and it seems to help others in some way without me even realising it. A year and a half years on, I'm into divination and testing out spellcasting after finding a book on spellcrafting. It's a lot to do with intention and energy, then taking action towards it, allowing the spell to manifest. I just cast them on myself.

Thought I might as well answer properly 😁.
Have a good day anonymous 👍

Loss or grief. Perhaps rage. Disappointment. Rock borrom with nowhere to go.

The good thing with rock bottom though is, that can be a new beginning, as for the others that can go on and on, and even build up to intolerable levels. But I'd venture to say even that has limits before shutting off or going numb, but that can then be worked with too. As opposed to plummeting without knowing when it'll stop. Perhaps the plummeting is as far as how strong of a moral or value of ours that's being tested or strained before it snaps and collapses.

I would say the hardest thing to cope with is a relationship of any kind that we refuse to give up on but we also sacrifice ourselves for it. Until it's all gone.