TBH... The little bit of fame i did have had me in a very parasocial environment and people were being weird asf with me. Being popular is also very lonesome. You cant be relatable to your friends anymore and they just don't see you as a normal person after that. Biggest contender for me as to why i'll never want to be popular ever again is ppl making racist nazi self harm cults centered around an oc of mine. No thanks.