Darcy had a very stressful past and wants to forget it by becoming a nun, hoping she could be forgiven for her wrongdoings. She received help from a powerful god (Zornista) but got tricked. Zornista used methods that would help Darcy forget her past had a negative effect afterwards. It didn’t help basically.. it made her mental state worse. (Her lore is a still a wip as I might change it in the future!)