Emang udah pernah jilat?

Thank you.

Sure, just send me a DM.

It’s called American’s Chicken Creole.

I’ve been thinking about it and the answer is that I admire someone who can and proud to be themselves, without the need of validation and recognition from other people.

Am I?

Honestly, the time @StonedVessel and one other friend coming right to my door and making sure I was okay about a year ago. That’s not small, it’s a grand gesture I will never forget.

This question got me wondering a lot eversince the first time I receive it. Actually maybe the time when home feel like home, and I don’t need to worry of what’s coming to me tomorrow. That’s all I ask.

Mesti jungkir balik kah gue biar lu gak takut lagi? Apa makin takut?

Honestly? No, I’m devastated.

My eyes are currently fixated on Bridgerton, would you try and see if one episode on season 1 can steal your attention as well, Chia?

You are basically asking if I want to die for you, am I right?

I used to label myself as a bad guy since I have a gray morality and twisted perspective to see things. It’s easier to say ‘I’m not a good person’ rather than the opposite because with saying this I can put other people expectations over me as low as I can. However it helped me making peace with my imperfect side, although I always try to do good and right thing despite my morality. Then I remember when few people start to say that I’m a good person, that I’ve been good to them, I feel like… nothing can empower that word inside my head. Being see and recognized as good is giving me the greatest feeling.

Rather than handling it I sleep it off or working harder until I forget about it.

Spending time with my friends be it on X or in person. It’s always fun to have them around me.