well...when i realized that out of everything i wanted, my urge to fill out with blubber was more important to me than all of them combined..

i like the sensation of my waistline straining dresses, and i like having to sheepishly tell a tailor that i need my dresses let out again ("yes, again...i'm not joking...")

...and i feel prettiest when i get too fat for my dresses...

"girly, blushing, pile of shark blubber" encompasses how i'd like to exist in the world...🧡

-- clem shark 🧡