I had been questioning myself for quite a good while. I just had the random thought pop up like what if I was another gender alot but disnt pay it much mind. I started though experimenting with my look and characters and I found I really like a more feminine or androgynous looks as apposed to masculine. Being called a man just more and more felt off to me and didnt fit how I saw myself. Its a tricky thing for sure, for me experimenting with characters and models im VR helped a ton