π₯NomNoms to chews onπ₯ Β· 8mo
Whether its QOM, Roger, or this Kitten person, you don't deserve it. Period. And I'm sorry people used someone you care about as a means to strike you where it hurts most. That wasn't right, and if Doc was here I'm sure he'd tell you he cares about you. You both made amends, after all! Remember you're a very loved little guy, ok, Kirby? Or...Polaris now? Lol.
But still, I doubt anything they said was true. I'm sure if Doc ever returns he'd say how he feels directly, and wouldn't let people spout bullshit about him. I'm so sorry your love and care about someone was turned around in a cruel and fucked up way to you. And I'm sorry about the pre-cancer bullshit that was also said. That's not okay to do to someone, ever! Rest easy and take a break, okay bunni? π₯Ί
Hopefully you and Doc can talk again one day, and if not, then I hope he can at least clear up anything people said about him to you just to hurt you.
I was feeling rly sad and needed this, thank you ππππππ I miss him. I've avoided singing it for so long because I don't want him to be uncomfortable if he ever reads it but seeing that someone told me that today just kind of broke me and I finally just admitted it. Maybe it's a good thing I did? I've been on and off crying again trying to go to sleep w this fever and it's been destroying me inside that someone said that about him. Maybe they are right but I at least want him to say directly I guess.
