You're valid!!!!!!

Oh gosh. There's a lot I could say about why I really care about and I have attachment to him, a lot of it based on our last conversation I think. But if I had to put it into a small and summarized version it's because he's just a genuine and kind guy!!! Silly, sweet, smart, emotionally intelligent, very creative, very fun to talk to and joke around with ❤️‍🩹💜😭!! We had the certain energy that we would be doing something at the same time without realizing it, or we could somehow end up on the same wavelength. He was just an incredibly sweet guy and I really like talking to him. Obviously I didn't like all of the drama but it's slowly been dying down so I really appreciate that. I feel like if the things that were happening in my life at the time weren't happening (stalking in harassment etc) it would be a completely different dynamic but in a good way!!! We were still really good friends and I really appreciated it all the time we spent together, I guess I really lament the fact that there was also a lot of bullshit from other people involved that just kind of soured things and made it hard to focus on a lot of things that were positive. When we were able to focus on the positive it was just so goddamn good.

I miss that energy. I have a lot of people I have certain energies with but I haven't been able to meet another person with his energy. It's a really good energy and it's very warm and cozy. 💜❤️‍🩹 My partners are completely understanding and supportive and they think that so long as he makes me happy as a person then they're very happy that we made amends.

Miss you very much out there buddy!! Miss you so much and love you!!!! 😭💜💜💜💜💜

I hope that helps ;w;