i wish you just killed urself or succeeded your attempt last month. Doc wouldnt have had to put up with you and your bullshit, and he wouldnt have walked away from everyone he actually cares about. not you of course. youre the reason he isnt online anymore, and everyday i see you mention him it makes me wish you just died. i was so close to you being gone forever that when i saw ur suicide note i cheered. because he wouldnt have felt compelled to tell you he was sorry for you. youre not loved, youre pitied. i hate you. you took Doc away, and i'll never forgive you. i hope when he comes back, if he ever does, he can clear up what a psycho crazy bitch you are. i want him to say it, and i want it to break you so bad you finally kill yourself, just so i don't deal with the fact you get to exist anymore. youre a piece of shit. i hope you realize you're so worthless and unsuccessful when he rejects you that you take your life finally. do me and everyone else who cant stand you that final favor. that's the one thing i want from you, is your gone and not just offline.