IRL and in call I tend to actually talk to myself a lot, almost like ... Akechi? I think is his name, from Saiki K. This reflects in the way I go on long tangents online, but it tends to really annoy people who don't know me. I also tend to try educating and explaining before apologizing, and I realize a lot of people don't take kindly to that ... but I'm not quite sure why? Why would you want an apology from someone you don't understand the intentions of? I'm not saying my intent holds priority over how you feel, but if I don't understand why someone did something I'm much less likely to give any sort of apology or reconciliation the time of day. If anyone can enlighten me on this, that'd be great.