Fallen leaves · 1y
Aku bingung kenapa banyak yang hate speech kamu.. We aren’t friends yet, though I reached you once, not even a mutual—a very glimpse of a stranger. I have no romantic feelings for you at all, but least that I know, you didn’t do anything wrong, Dallas.. You don’t have to explain something in order to make everyone understand. People who truly believe in us will simply put the lock and its key in our hands. Dan anak kecil kayak kamu, kayak aku, kewajiban paling atasnya masih makan tiga kali sehari dan tidur nyenyak :D Bukan bukain gembok satu-satu.. Capek. Honestly, as I type this message, you remind me of “Step on Me” by The Cardigan’s Chorus part. That’s a good song if you care to listen? For those who pray for your downfall, I’ve ever heard that one sincerest prayer will defeat dozens of sinful prayers to be heard by God, so I bid you one from here. The kindest one. Don’t worry about that, Dallie. Go on with your life.🫂
Good afternoon. I see this after a pretty tiring day I’ve been through, And, I’m not lying by saying I gasped in surprise. First of all, thank you still for sincerely writing this all out for me. I am truly forever grateful and thankful for all of this, I don’t even know whether I deserve this or not, but, thank you for telling me all of this. It means the world to me, I swear to God.
For the sake of all sacred things that exist, I really have read all of this more than ten times after seeing it for the first time, making sure that your sincere words will never be left out for me to read. I’ll truly be grateful for this. Thank you.
Terima kasih banyak sudah rela nulis semua ini buat aku, buat dibaca, dan buat diinget sama aku, selama lamanya. Aku sebelumnya nggak merasa pantes dapet semua ini, atau sekedar baca kalimat kalimat semacam ini. Tapi, sejak kamu kirim ke aku, aku tahu, aku pun pantes buat itu. Terima kasih.
I feel that the feelings that were pent up by me are being released quite slowly after considering all these sentences. I know I should just give up the feelings I’m feeling and let them loose instead of bind them too tightly to make me look okay. Indeed, not okay once in a while maybe not a problem.
Thank you for making me realize that I have the right to feel sadness and disappointment. Thank you, for everything. For you who have reached me once, and I really wish that I can be reach by you again, if that’s possible. There’s a feeling about your kindness that I really admire from a distance, here. I’ve been listening to that song, and I almost cried, I guess? You’re too good for the world, I swear.
Ternyata, kamu bener. Aku percaya sama kamu. Ternyata, I’m just a little child who has no obligation to serve things about hatred. I shouldn’t have served them all with every single reason behind, not even my business. I got nothing with it. I can never thank you enough, I would tell you anything if only I could meet you someday. I’m trying to improve myself slowly without defending myself, and I’m trying. Then with this message, I know I made a lot of mistakes, but I don’t deserve that much hate. I’ll stand up for myself, to the end.
Thank you for the prayer you included, in every sentence I’ll always remember. In every sincerity that you try to convey. Terima kasih banyak, sincere soul. I wish all the best for you. Thank you.
