I appreciate your honesty, and I can't help but be touched when I read this. For some reason, my thoughts immediately focused on the sentence I once read, "Sincere love does not expect anything in return." It sounds hypocritical, but in fact, there are things like that. I will not forbid you —let alone your heart, from admiring what you want to admire; I have no right to limit other people's feelings. I hope you are also happy with what you choose now, because I believe that loving people sincerely is only done to achieve happiness. If you feel more pain, I won't protest if you prefer to let it go away slowly. Have a good rest, sender!