a pal · 7mo
Wait cracc i totally get youuu i feel so bad for not feeling into the fandom nowadays like i used to be a year or two back… being a moa was my everyday and now I’m not into it as much so I don’t know what to do with all my extra time 😭😭
i think. for me it was kind of a conscious decision. moadom was never very good for me if I'm being honest. i love the boys but i needed to take a step back
M_V · 7mo
omg the ditd update was so so good!! the switch from the soft loving atmosphere of the taejun scene to the terrifying zombie outbreak?? so great.. i’m was so happy to see ditd in my email inbox again, you don’t even know. btw, i noticed you reactivated on twitter, is it only to promote the update, or are you planning to stick around a little more? i’m just curious
wow this is so embarrassing i just wanted to look at fanart but i don't have another account >_< pls pretend you never saw me
a pal · 7mo
hi cracc ! hope you're doing well <3 I'm sorry if you get a lot of questions like this, I was just wondering if you're still planning on finishing ditd or if you're moving fandoms for good ? either way I'll keep on supporting you because I love your work so much !! hope you're taking care of yourself !!
give me like an hour anon I'll take my shitty draft of chapter 27 out of the dungeon instead of rewriting it for the 20th time 😔😔
a pal · 7mo
CRACC i read one of your bmjn fics ages ago and it keeps coming to mind whenever i read any E fic for a damn good reason,. At one point (it was bgs first time) yj goes oh poop can sometimes come out and that’s fine we’ll just clean up and even tho that was such a small line im all about accuracies hereeee like so many fics get right into the action and i cant help but think damn no douche ??? And ik its not real but when you pointed that out i was sooo thankful like this was so educational but also so wholesome like id be mortified if poop acc came out so seeing yj comfort bg was so wholesome and yeah .. just know you’re officially the gold standard
you are so real for this anon thank you akdjdjs. I'm all about painfully sappy, hopefully accurate smut scenes i try my best 😭😭
a pal · 7mo
Cracc! Are you okay hun? Am I wrong or did you delete your twt acc? You don't have to reply if you don't feel comf tho, I just hope you're alright 😔
don't worry about me anon I'm good, I just deleted twitter because it's a hell hole and I'm not as interested in moadom as i used to be
a pal · 7mo
I love your writing and it made me feel seen. If you ever make a new twitter, I hope to still see you around. Good luck! I'll miss you ❤️🩹
oh thank you so much >_< im glad you could get something out of my words anon <3 twitter is a cesspool that i don't think I'll come back to but i appreciate the sentiment!
a pal · 8mo
I'm the anon who asked if you were alright ! I'm glad you are and that nothing bad happened <3 I'm also glad you're having a good time in your new fandom ! please take care and I also want to apologise if i spam your comments section on ao3 these days, I just love how you write so much and I think you deserve to know your work is appreciated ! although if it's overwhelming I'll stop <33
hello sorry I didn't look at my inbox for uhhh 19 days... anyway thank you anon <3 i appreciate your words a lot, comments included! i haven't really been responding to them because I feel weird about the fact that i left the fandom if that makes any sense aksndjdn. but i absolutely have been reading them and i appreciate them a lot! sorry again, and thank you again >_<
a pal · 8mo
hi, probably none of my business so feel free not to reply but I just wanted to know if you're okay ? it seems you've been having a hard time in the fandom (whatever your reasons are, they're valid and I hope everyone can respect them) so I just wanted to ask if you're alright ? please take care of yourself and don't push yourself to do anything you don't want to <3
I'm ok!! I will be honest, I've been losing interest and that's why i haven't been present... I didn't get bullied off the platform or have a bad experience or anything like that, I'm just,,, yeah. I hope i haven't made you or anyone else worry too much >_< im having a great time in my new fandom!! I probably should have said something earlier but i didn't want to make it a huge deal so I'm sorry if I've scared anybody... thank you for thinking about me anon im sorry i ran away instead of actually talking about things ><
a pal · 8mo
are you moving fandoms for good or just writing for both now? either way ill still love you and all the fics you bring us
I'll be honest with you anon... aside from finishing ditd and maybe some of my other wips, i don't see myself sticking around in this hell hole much longer
a pal · 9mo
https://retrospring.net/@FingerCracc/a/112086256788963604 does you moving fandoms affect ditd? no pressure if it’s difficult for you to write it, or you don’t want to anymore, i just wanna know! i’ll continue to love it regardless of when or if updates are posted
i don't plan on abandoning ditd >_< it's coming very slowly because i got myself stuck on a scene but i swear I'm still working on it... i didn't write 200k just to give up on it now ;~;
a pal · 9mo
how are you feeling about the next comeback so far? i personally think it looks promising but my fear is after le sserafim every song will be like 2 minutes long
i absolutely adore the acoustic dreamer like please im on my knees for a full version... otherwise i haven't looked into it much I'll be honest. i get what you mean though... as a part time fearnot seeing not one of the songs on that mini even reaching 3 minutes was like an axe to the heart
a pal · 9mo
did smth happen to your twt?? if you don’t mind my asking no prob if yes
i deactivated 👍
a pal · 9mo
https://x.com/chatshirelore/status/1766696549508379041?s=61 this reminds me of one of your fics… also I hope you’re doing well I saw that you deactivated your twt
omg sometimes i forget the iuau exists thank you anon >_< and yeah im doing good twitter is just a hellhole and I'm uh... kinda moving fandoms
a pal · 9mo
https://retrospring.net/@FingerCracc/a/111949661387804988 he's a (pretty) menace actually, and I need him to bend over for me, so I can-(mic cuts)
woah there buddy
a pal · 9mo
seeing your retrospring gyv while scrolling is going to give me a stroke one of these days
is he too pretty for you anon