🔎anon: yes. :D (I hope you liked it!)

(yeah the potentially incredibly funny thing (to me) was that at the time of the guess the anon game I was already sitting on like three pages of notes so far for teddy bear to bed, of all things, which i'd grabbed like a month back completely at random for this exact exercise, but you said "there are still limits to the bendability tbh. Otherwise I might have written the hybrid sequel a number of people want" and i thought okay, I can't start with that one, I can't do that to them)

🔎anon: okay I came here mostly to scream about "man car door hook hand" because just /oh my god/ but also uh. (looks at my notes and the timing of everything) if I can get these together in a reasonable amount of time I could potentially do something incredibly funny (to me)
(I do write! though, it's mostly original stuff right now, and tangibly getting nerdy about other people's writing, but i DO write :D I have not... been making big moves in d6 circles, though; that's your hint. but if my rambling ever makes it out of paper/retrospring, the game, I think, might be immediately given away)
I am... extremely on board with the worship (and the bullying), thank you for the delicious food
I try, with the analyses :D and i'm glad you like them! (it benefits me a lot too, to think about why this or that might happen, or be written in a certain way, so it's a win-win situation?)

🔎anon: like a raccoon when the light switches on, I run upon being noticed...
THAT SAID. I CAME BACK
FLUSTERED YELLING, YOU REALLY WROTE IT, asdakjf I can't laugh at how bendable your brainworms are, i WISH mine were still like that. "dark venus kyh". my goodness. ""You are having a sleep paralysis," a smooth voice helpfully supplies." sdjhajsjdfk the way you describe yh is /so sexy/. the biceps. the thick thighs. I could name every instance but suffice to say every time his body gets mentioned there's a complimentary adjective and I'm SO HERE FOR IT, pour one out for psj
//chinhands the contrast is everything to me, yh's beauty (his long legs, his lithe and dreamlike body) vs the slight "bro, what" (because in this moment that's supposed to be terrifying for sj (and still is, kinda) he's quoting sj's /nmwk article/) versus the PHYSICAL PAIN HE'S CAUSING SJ AND HOW CASUAL HE IS ABOUT IT, HOW CHILL, PLEASE THAT'S SO HOT OF HIM,
(I... it will probably come as no surprise but I did look up sleep paralysis and alien abduction after the mention of that, and that's so neat, I didn't know that)

🔎anon: the first tmi wasn't something i think i need to hide, there was just a very short point in my life where i didn't take care of myself very well and they were rightly distressed (it'd passed, by the time i was telling them about it), but thank you! the gesture is very kind. I will let you know :D
(for all that i think the shape of yh's lips is very charming (mostly when he's speaking or singing, but in particular that sorta triangle shape that also frames his front teeth real cutely...) the slightly embarrassing confession though is that i don't... zoom in well enough to notice if they're chapped or not... hdkdsfj)
regarding the sexy sleep paralysis demon! if that /was/ the bit that could have come across as a writing prompt, I wasn't fishing for a fic, but if it's something you're interested in, I wouldn't be opposed :D mostly I just wanted to share the mental image, because the "Nude, smooth, eyes gleaming, lips red, hair tousled, kneeling in front" had me by the skull and would absolutely not let go (me, already going bananas over his lips: WAHOO), and then "crawling onto [sj]’s lap like a creature, a monster from under your bed, a sleep paralysis demon, inescapable" happened and i was like. psj. people probably WISH their sleep paralysis demons were this sexy and messy.
i will say though!! the way you write these two here is very... like, yes, I really shouldn't take them at face value, and they're so interesting for that

🔎anon: his lips, on the other hand, do drive me slightly insane. (His chest in general also but specifically his lips here.)
Sexy sleep paralysis demon yh...
I tend... to not reread previous chapters before reading the newest one, which is my loss I think just on a proper reading experience and appreciation level, but on the other hand it really is so fuckin funky to read yh's... seduction, because the way psj is so... I don't want to say not into it, because he is, but the way his feelings are so messy about it has me feeling some kinda way I don't know how to phrase but DOES involve the magnifying glass. My goodness.

🔍anon: regarding focus, personally I'm a "one more chapter before bed, I swear" kind of guy, so honestly if you have my attention it's harder to pause than to finish.
I've been thinking about it, and I think in fanfic it's easier to start reading. With original works it's a little more difficult to start, especially with speculative fiction, because you have to get used to the world AND the characters, so in the beginning at least its easy to pause and wander off; In fanfic, even if it's set in a buckwild AU, it's with characters we already know and care about, so it's easier to be there and go "oh my goodness, and what happens NEXT?" ASGHAJDJS this is all my own experience though, and guesswork, I can't speak for anyone else. But this is my answer to the focus question

hey it's me again the same anon who ranted about views. not to be dramatic but i kinda teared up reading your reply lol thank you for replying to me anyway even if my whole rant was nonsensical i honestly thought you wouldn't because one of the reasons i didn't tweet it on main was because i was afraid it might start a discourse and it's something we dont need rn esp in the midst of psj1. ultimately i was just really embarrassed to be feeling salty about something i never thought of before lol. but you're right. i didn't think about how different the fandom's situation is from before. i only mentioned the hexagon thing bc it's what appeared on my yt page but i also felt the same way about ootb and pilmo prior to all this. i thought hey these releasesdl deserve so much hype. and you know honestly after listening to 30 and seeing how well received it was all i could feel was proud. of sj and of the fandom also. like wow we all waited for this. sj too. and here we all are back and enjoying his comeback. seeing the results of sj's hardowrk also really made me think again. not only was i proud and emotional of sj's growth but somehow im also proud of mydays because i thought oh everyone coming back might mean we're all also doing better than we did a few years ago? haha big stretch and i know im still nonsensical but anyway thanks :)

not au and not sungbri related this time so idk if this rant is welcome haha it's okay not to answer or publish if you find this off! but i was looking at older solo stuff of the members and got a bit salty seeing how little views some of the content had like yonk's documentaries ? idk what to call it but the hexagon thing. tbh im kinda embarrassed to be feeling salty because im not one to care about views and i know as a fandom we dont either and i dont even really watch things to add to views but idk maybe im just salty in general today hahaha i just remember how we as a fandom usually excitedly ask him for content and i just noticed now how the episodes only have like 15-30k views. :((( that's like one city stop but im also aware of course that consuming content should be based on what we want to and enjoy so rationally speaking i know im just being salty for nothing. hahahaha anyway just wanted to rant im sorry for bringing this weird take to your retro lol im a embarrassed to tweet it on main so it's ok if you just ignore this it's up to you!!!! hahaha

heyy ^^
i want to leave a comment on ao3, but i held back at last minute because i'm such a coward, i'm too shy to leave it in public so i hope you don't mind with this (again) hehe

(disclaimer: i was the same anon that leave you a message two months ago, talking and crying about how good your narration is in your wip; office au. the same dumb anon who dk how to put into words about your smut, until you came and save me with the "if you mean my smut is indeed hot without it being too porny" (<-- you're right with this tho, that's what i meant! hahahah) and i will talk about the same thing again today, about how i love the narration in your works, hopefully this won't bore you)

i wanna talk about your halloween entry!! i just finished read it this morning--well i was supposed to finish it last night, but my heart can't handle it, you once again really outdone yourself with the narration (the details ma'am!!!! love your big brain so much!!!), everything seems so real for me that i feel like i was gonna get jumpscared when the door was opened. i had to close the tab abruptly last night because of that scene lol

ok enough with me being the scaredy cat. i don't really like horror, i even despise it because i tend to overthink everything i read/see in horror content, and it led me to sleepless night. BUT!!!!! i need to read this one, because there's no way i would skip your fic. i didn't regret reading this, bcs aside from that one opened door scene, the rest doesn't scare me much, idk how, but your work somehow give me the sad feelings??? the plot is really unexpected tbh, i thought it would be too spooky that i had to drop it again, but turns out i was fine?? i mean, a little heartbroken here and there bcs the story was too painful for me, but i think i can sleep peacefully tonight.

you did amazing in portraying younghyun's character. this time, it's a ghost character! do you even realize how amazing you are as a writer that you nailed both human and ghost emotions😉 (but yeah you're also the same writer that write from instruments' pov, i should've seen this one coming). i've read all your works (sorry for the less feedback from me, but i really read all of them and love them so much, will try to write more feedback in the future tho) and i can see how you always have a very deep emotions in your narrations, that's why i really love it so much, because most of the time you can convey how this character feels without pulling words out of their mouth.

sungjin is a clean freak, and you really nailed it when you describe everything that disgusts him from his pov. and i think maybe this is why i'm so sad and in so much pain when i reach the epilogue, because i feel so bad for younghyun, it's so unfair that he had to go through that accident T_T this might sounds so dumb to you, but when i read the story, i feel like i'm sungjin. that, until younghyun in the back seat saying "take me back, HYUNG" made me realize that i wasn't sungjin, because younghyun is in fact, older than me, damn.

anyway, this fic was a crazy ride, i know it's kinda an open ending, but atleast in my head, i sincerely wish sungjin is okay and can take him back to wherever younghyun need to be, and i hope younghyun can finally rest peacefully god please take away all his pain T_T i can't believe there will be a day that i feel bad for a ghost and want the best for them.

AND LAAAASSSSTTT, THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS DELIVERING AMAZING STORY, i swear if only we could meet in rl, i would give you the biggessttttt the tightessttttt hug because i'm really grateful of your existence in this life💙

(will be back here after i read your office au, i'm sorry i didn't realize that you reply my message, but i'm so glad that you decide to post it in chapter!!!!")