To what rouses you more as a berry there. Is it the since of being bratty and getting into stuff only to face the karma of bloating into a massive juicy taut berry. The sounds and feel of your body with every movement as it starts to swell up and bloat tremendously in size. Or the initial reactions of everyone looking, staring with multiple different emotions as you stand center place to their attention. Honestly for me it's the fact of swelling up and that mid bottom heavy look is what gets me going.