Not gonna be active on Discord tonight. I'm meeting Painty (the real one) in half an hour (wouldn't expect a lot of you to understand anyway) so please don't DM me asking me where I am (I'm with Painty, ok) you'll most likely get aired because ill be with Painty (again I don't expect you to understand) their actually really interested in me and its not a situation i can pass up for some meaningless Discord degenerates (because ill be meeting Painty, not that you really are going to understand) this is my life now. Meeting enbys and not wasting my precious time online, I have to move on from such simple things and branch out (you wouldnt understand) - 💡 /copypasta

We need to get out of this fucking household desperately. I've been co-fronting for only 30 minutes, and I've already seen enough. Our aunt just verbally abuses and picks on us, calling us stupid and gross and spoiled any chance she gets. Whenever we do something she tells us to, she gets mad that we aren't doing it in a way she likes ("you shouldve been done by now, hurry up" "don't do it like that" etc.) and even name calling. Mostly r3tard3d which isn't fucking okay. Does anyone have any tips for getting the hell away from her? Could be avoiding her inside the house, running away, I don't care. I don't want her anywhere near us if shes going to pick on someone a third of her age.

-🖌️

tw// abuse??? i think?? i dont know

So, something funny (not funny) happened today. I woke up at 6:30 AM today and immediately started to get dressed since I was already in my room. It takes me a while to pick out an outfit, but once I did I put it on with some perfume and deodorant (obviously). I sat down to fix some buttons on the pant leg when all of a sudden my aunt comes in. The following ensues:
"Do you have any idea what time it is?" - A
"Yeah"
"7:00." - A
"..Yeah."
"You should be walking up the street right now" - A
We used to walk up the street to the bus stop, but since the weather is getting colder, our dad drives us up.
"Dad drives us up"
"No he doesn't" - A
the FUCK YOU MEAN no he doesnt? She's usually asleep by this time mind you, so I don't know how she came to this conclusion.
"You haven't showered, you haven't brushed your teeth, you didn't put on deodorant last night-" - A
"I showered last night before bed"
She KNOWS I did. Why would I shower, sleep, and then shower again? Sounds pointless.
"And I did put on deodorant."
"Then where is it?" - A
"..In the drawer"
At this point, she starts yelling at me, calling me a liar and disgusting and dirty, and she makes me change the pants I'm wearing.. for some reason. I still don't know why she did that, they were brand new clean pants. She did threaten to pull me out of my room by my hair and hit me which is nice (its not).
By the time I go to brush my teeth, I already missed my bus, and since my dad was waiting for me, he was late to work too. I could hear her calling me names and talking shit when I was in the bathroom.

So here's the question: is this abuse? i genuinely cannot tell.
-six

vent //
is nothing i do good enough for anyone?? i literally gave him a WHOLE LIST of why i didnt want to go, and he just told me to toughen up?? Ive been dealing with these stupid coleslaw munching, crockpot dinner making, sweater with shorts wearing cornstarch crusaders for almost a whole FUCKING year. I do NOTHING to them and they still make fun of me when im just trying to get to my next class. Every time i stand up for myself IM the bad guy. im NOTHING but NICE to them and its STILL not good enough for them. I wake up early and hobble my ass to school just to sit in every class and wait for them to finish work that was due days ago. I get NOTHING out of this. i fuckinf cnaf