Too many "Yeah but"s to say for sure tbh, I enjoyed my childhood before I was ripped from it, I loved the people I grew up with online before I hurt them, my family hates me but I still get fed, we're constantly on the verge of ruin but we still get by. I've kinda stopped thinking about if my life is good, all I really know or I guess really feel is that by the end of it I'll be satisfied