im gonna be so honest, i dont know how to continue it. it grew out of my hands and everytime i look back at it i kinda shutter. I dont hate it but feel anxious with so many peoples eyes and so many things abt it i see makes me really feel weird. i love it but at the same time I get anxious since i grew it in directions i didn’t want and so many factors of the fic just aughhhh, yk?? like ive def grown as a writer and as a person, but also I wish i can grow omysf into a direction I have more control of yk? and having so many people love it is nice and all, it really is!! But also that stress of making one wrong move and having everyone hate it just sticks with me and it’s horrible. I’m def gonna try to finish it , maybe a bit more bluntly but time can only tell. im so sorry reader 😞