Pussy · 2y
If I ever decided to get back at everyone who fucked me up it would mean suicide for me. Id be planning to die doing it. It would mean I'd be giving up everything.
..and...I don't want to die.
So I forgive you. For every single thing you have ever done to me. Even though I still cry about it.
I forgive you.
Not because you deserve it.
Because I owe to the people around me.
I haven't responded to this "question" because a response didn't feel appropriate, it felt like trying to get the "last word" in and that didn't feel right, and I'll be blunt I wasn't and I'm still not sure how to reply to this, saying "thank you" feels wrong because this isn't for me, it's for the person, so they can live a better life, and me saying "thank you" feels inappropriate to say, so instead I have just left it to read every few days and ground myself, remind myself to never be that person again
