still with the same person from before. thank you for the kind offer, but i don’t think i have the... heart? courage? to approach you again. i was the one who abruptly cut you off for some reasons i cannot spit out, it will be embarrassing and hypocritical of me shall i try to barge into your life again (doing this, sending you a message through here is already embarrassing enough).

i’m not sure if you’d be able to guess my identity, but it doesn’t matter anyway. i hope you’ll always be well! if i should say something that i regret, though, i regret not saving the link to the letter that you wrote me for my birthday. i used to read it every night like a charm, but i can barely even remember a line from it anymore.

have a good night’s rest, timur.