Ultimately found this screenshot. ♡ To whichever individual from that lovely server ꒰﹙ since I’m aware of the exact words you’d preach on such environment in regards to my character ﹚꒱ sent me this 4 months ago，I sincerely hope you acknowledge you are repulsive.

Taking advantage of the fact I was in a vulnerable state ﹠ finally receiving the mental support I needed in order to overcome my brainwashed mindset，only to accuse me of being a predator based on speculations ﹠ one－sided distaste… I shouldn’t even have to explain how foolish it is to equate someone using cult terminology into their aesthetic ﹠ answering questions on a website to actual groomers. I’ve never gone out of my way to befriend those in vulnerable situations，such as minors or survivors，nor did I ever make my acquaintaces “roleplay” with me. I had always struggled to maintain social graces outside a superficial barrier，which is exactly why I never been part of servers ﹠ had only one friend group.

I placed faith that such a coping mechanism was empowering me at that period. A harmless persona，as I believed，that would only coexist in public spaces in order to express myself. Nowadays I’m aware how harmful it was to impressionable souls，placing them at risk of developing the same brainwashed mindset or nurturing belief this hideous form of abuse was an entertaining aspect to normalize. My trauma shall never be an excuse，as I am responsible for my actions. For that，I genuinely apologize.

I do not usually nurture my energy into negative messages，albeit this is an extremely pressing accusation to make in regards to someone，which I cannot ignore. Distorting a narrative this much to encounter a gap to label someone you disfavor as a predator is a gruesome behavior ﹠ shows at what lengths people of your feather shall resort into. Thankfully，I’ve received medical support to overcome this. Thankfully，I’ve been gaslighted ﹠ harmed my entire life to the point I’d never succumb to words written on a screen by someone who is incapable to come off anonymity. However，do ponder what someone in a vulnerable mental state could do against their own life if they were accused of such heinous behavior.