The Unknown · 6d
And, oh. With or without your mighty pawang John Constantine (his edits are so cool! Looking at the two of you requires me to wear a pair of sunglasses) — I strongly agree that no one should mess with your heart, EVER. That's why I'd like to tell you that the crush I have on you is a genuine feeling. You know, the kind of feeling that not only makes the heart flutter, but also inspires the person to become better.
Far beyond your realization, your kindness and bravery have been helping this endangered lemon to move forward. The 'me' right now seriously deserves no chance to date someone like you! Nu-uh, you deserve way better! My path is still a long road ahead and the end is just as blurry as ever, you see. But even so, I'll continue to walk down on it while cherishing every single moment that I have with you.
...wait, it's already this long?! I'm so sorry!
This is honestly baffling because I was just wondering if you’d come around again, I thought I’d scared you off. But… it seems I haven’t.
Sorry if it came across as me doubting your intentions, I wanted to look out for myself and not hope too high, despite wanting to be loved, I thought I was looking into it too much.
You know, you talk to me as if you’ve known me for a long time, maybe you have. So I think it’s a bit silly if you say you don’t deserve anything from me. You might think that, but what if I said I’d allow you to try anyway? What if I start feeling for you too after these sweet messages?
What if I want this endangered lemon tree to grow and flourish alongside me? We could walk that road together, perhaps?
Of course I don’t intend to pressure you, but from my side, you can, (and perhaps… should…?) try. If you need time, I can wait too, despite my impatience.
