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CV01 · 2 answers · 5mo

My first all ask!! IM NERVOUS LMAO
maybe ill do questions of the day?? idk maybe all asks are annoying...

what is something good that happened to you today? it doesnt have to be big, it can be as small as "i pet my cat"
and why did it make you so happy? sometimes you dont have a reason, and thats ok!! but im curious!!

MY OWN PERSONAL ANSWER: U DONT HAVE TO READ

IM ASKING THIS BECAUSE I NEED AN EXCUSE TO YAP ABOUT FEELING GOOD!!

I made myself breakfast today, which seems simple, but i have alot of mental issues that make specifically making breakfast the biggest nightmare of the day
there is a complete mental block so i am often physically unable to make myself breakfast and end up just... not eating? and sometimes i end up getting distracted and not eating lunch either, so the only time i eat is at dinner when i realize i forgot to eat and i nearly pass out from having no energy in my body

SO BREAKFAST IS A HUGE ISSUE FOR ME
BUT ACTUALLY
last night i fell asleep super early (9, i usually go to bed at around 11 for a NORMAL time) and i ended up waking up early!! so i had the energy to get up early!!
and last nights dinner was AMAZING (my dad made peppers stuffed with cheese, rice, and beef, all in a bowl of soup. but im picky so i scraped out the rice beef and cheese and didnt eat the pepper) so i wanted that again. SO I MADE MYSELF TOMATO SOUP!!! AND EVEN IF IT IS "just usign leftovers" FOR ONCE I DIDNT HAVE TO ASK MY MOM FOR BREAKFAST!! AND I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!! AND IM ACTUALLY FULL

And incase anyone is wodnering (nobody is wondering, i just like yapping...) i dont have an ED (i used to-) but the reason why i struggle so much with breakfast is both adhd/chronic fatuige/chronic pain
the CF makes me so exhausted in the morning that i just cant get up because im so tired even if i got a full nights sleep
the CP makes it ACTAULLY HURT TO GET UP BECAUSE MY BODY IS SO BROKEN (i dont have it in my bio but i have SOME fucking psychical disability, no idea what it is but baseline- my body does not work and it hurts to do ALOT of things, especially standing and sitting up)
SO I END UP JUST LAYING IN BED WAITING FOR THE PAIN TO GET BETTER-
and the adhd tops it all off with giving me fun silly mental blocks where just the idea of doing something makes me want to explode

SO YAH TODAY IS A GOOD DAY SORRY FOR ALL THE YAPPING

i woke up already having done everything that needed to be done!! it was great!!! i ended up staying up super late til like, 5, which gave me the energy to clean my en tire room and sort my entire desk and shower and whatnot and it was so great cuz now, on a sunday, i have nothing to do! i get to sit around with the nice weather and feel clean! this doesn't happen a lot. cleaning AND showering on the same day?! unreal.. so... YA. i think technically that happened yesterday but... it made today much better. and easier to handle emotionally considering its sunday. YIPPEE!

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