Hnggghhh so BASICALLY- the epilogue of Heian Kyo. The story of the living Ashiya Douman, a human with inferiority complex so severe even a direct affirmation from his most respected rival couldn't fix it. A hard worker that's always being compared to a genius. Someone so kind they'd rather stop living if their other self is going to commit atrocities. Someone so blind to their own worth. I want to give them a hug and tell them that they did a good job. I want to assure them that they're in no way inferior. I want to give this clown the love and appreciation he deserves.