honestly yeah, i do feel like that sometimes because i feel that other people should be allowed to grow for what the love to do, but hard to get around that because of trends n twitter anatomy yknow? But ive also been trying to grow my platform for years now so i can be able to have an easier access to receiving money from commissions. As for commissions it really helps me right now since my mom has a hard time with a financial loop of paying the bills, so i help out with feeding my family <3