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Deon. · 9 answers · 4mo

What do you think about yourself?

I prefer to forget my problems rather than talk about it, getting messier in my head, but it's better than making people worry.

I'm actually pretty fragile, but I don't let it show. I try not to worry anyone and just keep improving quietly, even though others might not notice.

I see myself as a grown up woman, despite my childlike demeanor. I do have some spot where I view myself as a lady with mature personality. Often times, I let myself engage in a situation that will prick the other side of mine. I won’t call myself as the-saint-angelic one, I’d rather be seen as a human being: those who make mistakes, those who constantly repent for their mistake. I do think I’m gentle too, and kind, but those are traits only others can judge, are they not?

The grumpy one, i’m an awkward person in the first place. A good listener and find out yourself? I let you to judge me.

I hinted it between our conversations back then. I believe I am kind of person who treats my love's happiness as mine. Other might find it selflessly selfish. But I define it as my way to keep my closest ones and myself content. I am aware that I have no capability of making everyone happy, but life always grants me a chance to hurt less people.

I have so many sides, but I think I’m a gentle person, especially when it comes to my loved ones. I have so much patience, but not when it comes to people who lack basic human decency or stupid people, they irk me a lot. And an old-fashioned when it comes to manners, courtesy, and respect.

Honestly, I see myself as the grumpy one who can easily tear up. Complicated stuff? Not my thing at all. Debates? Can’t stand ’em. I prefer to handle things calmly and get them sorted without all the fuss. : c

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