I have always hated my body and I've hard trained myself to believe that everyone would also hate my body. I've always had a mentality of not being good enough. Which has translated into believing everyone else thinks the same way..

This is why I'm a 30 year old Virgin Mary who has never attempted. Had a couple relations the past... They all went horribly. Trauma yo.

...bet you didn't expect that shit on a nsfw question huh?