You know whats crazy is that...im not sure i really have alot of recs...or like any at all, for that matter. I look at whatever seems interesting to me (which i advise you do too)

Although, there is one fic that truly stuck with me

https://archiveofourown.org/works/44782102

Listen, this shit FUCKED ME UP BIG TIME, i felt like GARBAGE THE ENTIRE DAY AFTERWARDS IT WAS AMAZING. Its so broody and SAD, even the smut portion just serves to make you feel worse. I need everyone to read this or I'll lose my mind. ITS SO GOOD!