Humanities and Social Sciences student. Currently in my O levels, moving on to university in 2 years. Aspiring Animator, Author and Musician.
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Since guessing the lyrics is harder for some of you, I'll just do my lyrics analysis since I love sharing these with you all!
I've battled with the darkness of oblivion
Flew close to the sun hoping it'd lead to salvation
Set fire to my wings and drowned
Will I ever make it out of this prison?
What's the point of living now if I'm not worth saving?
This hit like a train to my oc (haha) But seriously it HURTS. In my personal experience, this is how depression affects the person when the mind gets to a point where they would do anything to try and stop living, to stop their pain. The oblivion: Their thoughts, The sun: The light at the end of the tunnel, perhaps, even the hospital wouldn't allow it, so it burnt their wings, and fell back into a relapse, knowing they are awake another day. Icarus is used as a reference for this, and i must say. I love it. "Would I make it out of this prison?" Is basically saying, will I heal? Overall, they're asking why are they alive if they're experiencing pain. They've been saved, but why? They don't see themselves as worth saving. Those of you who don't see worth in yourselves, there WILL be people out there, if not currently, who will love you. Just by being you is amazing. I can't even be me properly, but you know what? I know I'm loved. I suffer from severe chronic bipolar depression and I'm getting through. I know you can too! If you relate to this, or know someone relating to this, please know, or let them know, there are people out there who will help. I will also try to help, that's a promise. I love you all./p
gives you big hugs haii ^_^
:3 < collect my seven pages
Hey bestie, please get checked into a mental hospital. You are extremely ill to take out your anger on other "irls" and alters simply because you think you are a character when you are actually not at all! Don't let others feed your delusions xoxo get well soon.
Hi honey! Don't worry I've been in one before! Now just know, I never take out my anger on other irls and alters, I just have a slight narcissism until I catch myself and apologise. I never mean harm actually :( If you are someone I harmed due to my narcissism I'll be more than happy to make up for it! Thank you for the get well soon, truly appreciate it because I'm trying to get better anyway :) But I've never been angry at other irls and Alters just because of a character I see myself as ! Only if theres something that triggers ptsd of one of my alters as a UDD system *Professionally diagnosed system for that matter, I will explain if im uncomfortable with it if it was said to me specifically. If not, I'd just ignore it. Love you dear anon! xoxo I hope you have a lovely day! Also try not to be too passive aggressive next time, it's not very nice :(
The person who said I'm sexualizing my friend, first of all I never sexualize him, second do u even have the evidence that I sexualize my friend lmfao even if I do smth bad to him he shouldn't be friends with me in the first place. Lastly I can call him "𝗽𝗮𝗽𝗮, 𝗱𝗮𝗱, 𝗳𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿" whatever I want there's nothing wrong with it. don't you ever heard of 𝗢𝗡𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗘 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗟 𝗙𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗡𝗗𝗦 he's just not my friend but also my family. There's nothing wrong having friends who's older than u unless if u have a problem with older people, and u don't even know what he's going through so don't ever said smth even tho u don't have an actual evidence.😊 <33
Does anyone know a reason why I've overly depressed recently?? Everyone else is fine, just Ei is having anger issues recently, but I've been depressed, it's normal but it's been so long since I've been happy cheery
Since guessing the lyrics is harder for some of you, I'll just do my lyrics analysis since I love sharing these with you all!
I've battled with the darkness of oblivion
Flew close to the sun hoping it'd lead to salvation
Set fire to my wings and drowned
Will I ever make it out of this prison?
What's the point of living now if I'm not worth saving?
This hit like a train to my oc (haha) But seriously it HURTS. In my personal experience, this is how depression affects the person when the mind gets to a point where they would do anything to try and stop living, to stop their pain. The oblivion: Their thoughts, The sun: The light at the end of the tunnel, perhaps, even the hospital wouldn't allow it, so it burnt their wings, and fell back into a relapse, knowing they are awake another day. Icarus is used as a reference for this, and i must say. I love it. "Would I make it out of this prison?" Is basically saying, will I heal? Overall, they're asking why are they alive if they're experiencing pain. They've been saved, but why? They don't see themselves as worth saving. Those of you who don't see worth in yourselves, there WILL be people out there, if not currently, who will love you. Just by being you is amazing. I can't even be me properly, but you know what? I know I'm loved. I suffer from severe chronic bipolar depression and I'm getting through. I know you can too! If you relate to this, or know someone relating to this, please know, or let them know, there are people out there who will help. I will also try to help, that's a promise. I love you all./p
I'm not able to be on discord right now sadly..
:3 < claws the walls . . . someone play my ask game please im ripping my shirt off
? < guys do you think I should do a QOTD sometime . maybe . ive been thinking about it .
:0 < holy shit guys @ ISOPOD ISNT TAKEN IM SO HAPPY anyways new user what do we think
:3 < hello to my followers do we fw my new theme
:3c < guys should i make a pinned post . im tweaking and i feel crreatvite and i want to redecorate myself
i'ma be so real i might quit ponytown chat 😛 shit is exhausting
:3c < do you guys actually generate questions or nah . i would prefer my friends to fill my inbox instead of ai generated questions
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