It’s okay to be sad, mad, have brain fog or feel down. But what you need to remember is that you have yourself and looking at you it is clear some can only dream of being in your position of having someone this great all to themselves. You are strong, capable and look at what you were able to accomplish with the hand was dealt to you. I do not like to give false promises when the the times are uncertain therefore I just ask you to look at yourself in hopes you’d be able to see what I see and then, perhaps, you would feel better. 🫂