im so sorry it took me so long to respond to this one (honestly im sorry for taking so long to reply to all of these prompts honestly) but especially this one. i hope what youve been going through starts to feel easier soon anon and i feel so honored to be something that can bring some joy into your life and be a distractor for things! i dont know how ive been able to help you, all i really do is constantly post about pookie all the time but if thats what has helped you get through the day, then i will happily continue to do so! brainrotting about hakka has become stress relief for me, writing fics and drawing him and he brings me so much joy that i can only imagine that is something that you feel similarly to, i hope i can continue to help you grieve. thank you for still being here with us, my DMs and this retrospring is still open if you ever want to send anything (brainrot or not, literally anything! and if you dont want me to post it on twt/bluesky just put say so in the prompt and i wont post it) but no matter what youre going through, just know that i am very proud of you, you are stronger than you know, and sometimes it may not feel that way and it sounds cliche, but there is a brighter day waiting for you! even the tiniest things can make a horrible day better, so please treat yourself kindly, eat good food, do something that makes you laugh and smile, you are worth it!
this prompt lowkey made me tear up and get emotional, thank you for sending this in anon, sending you lots of love <3